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6:20--it feels more like midnight. The house is quiet. Eric took the boys out because my nerves are so on edge right now that I couldn't handle the noise anymore. It's not their fault. These two energetic little boys have had to spend so much time stuck in the house over the last two weeks because their baby brother is sick. Another doctor's appointment, they almost sent me to Children's but want to wait another day or so on the new medicine. Dr. Turek said, "Let me blunt with you, we are very concerned about your baby." To be quite honest, it feels like I'm fighting to keep my head above water right now. I'm constantly on the verge of tears, on the verge of a complete melt down. My entire body feels the stress of this illness and I'm so ready for this to be over. Tonight Evan's spirits seem good, he's smiling a lot, but he is coughing constantly.
Time for another breathing treatment...hoping for a better day tomorrow.