blogger mom

Swimming through a big ocean of mom guilt this week. It's tiring. The undertow has been strong and keeping my head above water has exhausted me. The physical signs appeared today, hives. Some days, to be very honest, I feel like I really stink at my job. Not my job working for my dad...that's easy. I mean this job of being a mom to four kids. And at the end of week like this one I look back and have to say to myself, "What was I thinking? How in the world did I let that one get past me?". And yet, there is nothing I can do but move forward, try my hardest, and pray for strength and wisdom.

And, I miss Trey. I want my kid to come home.