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I haven't been this tired in a long time, it's a combination of physical and emotional exhaustion. Spent the morning at the hospital with mom. Grandma was there too. We waited anxiously for word on Mikey's court date. Dad came at around 2 with the news. He reports on Feb. 4th for 30 days in jail and 90 days in rehab...big fines...long probation...suspended license for a long time...I'm too tired to write anything about my feelings on all of this. Mom is really sick...I've never seen her like this. Pretty crappy care at Mt. Carmel East today. I hope she gets some sleep tonight. She shares a room with a woman who has alzheimer's. She has her days and nights confused. She talks all night long. Her name is Betty. Say a little prayer for her, she made me cry a lot today. Spent the evening with Michayla. She starts middle school in Gahanna on Wednesday and I wanted to take her out before then. We had a good time, she's a cute girl. I miss my kids, I haven't seen them today. Crap I'm tired.
Highlight of my day...my friend Sara from BG called while I was trying on overpriced jeans at J. Crew. She said she just needed to hear my voice to know that I was okay. To think that I was on her mind today made me feel loved. Thanks so much Sara!
a rainy day...good night.